[I could never swallow your false ideals of a lifeless happy ending ]

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 09:52:48 GMT

Its 330 and i found this survey thats insanely long
Since i have nothing better to do,ill try it

1) Is your band famous, if you're in one? nope, Boom Boom Boom used to be the rave in hauppauge..
2) What's the one language you want to learn? Russian
3) Underwear? spongebob boxers yo
4) Would you ever have plastic surgery? noway
5) Bra? :/
6) Do you own a Limp Bizkit CD? yep
7) What are you currently wearing? boxers and a shirt
8) Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex? yep
9) Vegetarian? pshh, i eat meat
10) Do you use an alarm clock? yeah but i always turn it off and go back to bed
11) Hair drying method? usually with a towel
12) Like to read? not really
13) Do you ever spit? sometimes
14) Have you broken the law? i break it everyday because im an animal on the road
15) Favorite thing for breakfast? Jimmy Dean breakfast muffins
16) Favorite movie? Oceans 11
17) Where do you cry? everywhere
18) Do you sleepwalk? nope
19) Would you say you have an advanced knowledge of music? i used to be able to read music quite well
20) Abortion? Yes, and bush is a fuckface if he bans it
21) What is your curfew? Im too cool for that
22) Do you own a Mya CD? who?
23) What style of clothes do you wear? you tell me
24) Bite your toe nails? ew no
25) Are you in a band? no sir
26) Deep sleeper? I think i could sleep through a hurricane
27) What's your opinion on rap/hip hop? blazin hip hop and r&b is mad cool
28) Take a shower every day? yep, im clean
29) Banning of guns? It would probably be in the best interest of society
30) Do you own an Ice Cube CD? cant say that i do
31) Do you cook? I wish i was like emeril on tv!
32) Have you loved somebody so much it makes you cry? i have cried because of that reason
33) What's your sleeping position? it varies
34) Who was the last person you instant messaged? Warren Forman
35) Curly or straight hair? straight
36) Tall or short? short
37) Favorite kind of porn? <3
38) How often do you have sex? never, my girlfriend doesnt like me :(
39) Who are you going to be married to? too far into the future boss
40) What are you currently listening to? the sound of the computer humming
41) Do you tell your friends about your sex life? no
42) Current residence? number 6
43) How do you eat an apple? i dont, i feed them to my sugar glider
44) When was the last time you talked on the phone? yesterday?
45) Punk rock/swing/ska? all of the above
46) Cassette or CD? beta tapes@!
47) Person you talk most on the phone with? my mom
48) Favorite piece of clothing? my new hat is nice
49) Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? probably not
50) People online now? very few.. its 345 am
51) Favorite Halloween costume of all time? either a ninja turtle when i was like 5 or the mexican outfit
52) Do you do drugs? dont be ridiculous
53) Vanilla or chocolate? chocolate kills my stomach
54) Good singer? yeah right
55) Have you dated one of your best friends? no no
56) Sports or news? sports because im a boy
57) Come close to dying? Nope, but passing out in some random garage thing was quite scary, but we dont talk about that day.
58) Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? eh, id probably still use a sheet
59) What is the car of your dreams? a ferrarri because im a nerd
60) Why do we play games with people's heads? i wish i knew
61) Favorite restaurant? thats a hard question but ill tell you its not the italian resturant i went to in the city with my family!
62) Like to eat? I like to eat apples and bananas :)
63) Have you ever given money to a bum? dont think so
64) Jewel or Sheryl Crow? do i have to pick?
65) Do you own a Britney Spears CD? i want her greatest hits cd for christmas
66) Perfect 'dream date'? it has to be in Zimbabwe
67) Can you name all four Tellitubbies? i remember po..
68) Who do you want to avoid? my dad usually
69) What are you doing tomorrow? partying because its friday and i cant wait
70) What jewelry do you wear 24/7? i dont wear any jewelry
71) Favorite teacher? my scifi teacher even though i hate her class
72) What's the most painful experience you've ever had? i havent had that many painful experiences..
73) Eaten a worm/mud pie? im not primitive..
74) When was the last time you read a book? i read some of Do androids dream of electric sheep for school
75) Do you own a Mariah Carey CD? NO!
76) Nationality? Polish
77) What kind of books do you like to read? i dont read
78) Good storyteller? not really, im not much of a chatterbox unless i like you
79) Brush your hair? if i have time i do
80) Hard or mild alcohol? depends on the situation, but hard is the way to go
81) Weight? 131 i weighed myself today actually
82) How many kids do you want? not sure yet
83) Swam in the ocean? i love to swim, not so much in the ocean unless its like florida water.
84) Do you own a Blink 182 CD? a few
85) Been on a talk show/game show? i think i could own on who wants to be a millionaire
86) Do you own an Eminem CD? no
87) Best thing you've done this summer? the entire summer, it was the best one yet
88) Pets? Joe the degu and Marvin the sugar glider
89) What kind of first impression do you think you give to people? im a nerd or look like harry potter with my big glasses :(
90) Do you pee in the shower? occasionally
91) Hell? Yeah and alot of people should go there
92) Do you sleep with the light on? never i like it pitch black
93) Beach or pool? pool of course
94) Which shoe goes on first? Im not that organized, im a mess actually
95) Have you ever owned a Marilyn Manson CD? No, but i bet the guy at petco does
96) What do you think of cheating? Cheating on tests is all good, but cheating on a loved one is just wrong
97) Strip? i always do
98) Backstreet Boys or *NSync? how old is this survey?
99) Look at guys butts? all the time
100) What's the last thing you bought? mcdonalds
101) On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? 80-100 dollars
102) Do you like Britney Spears? i dont know her
103) What do you cook the best? grilled cheese
104) TV or radio? im starting to hate them both
105) Do you own a Boyz ll Men CD? no no, tons of these cd question eh
106) Do you have a religion? my parents brought me up as a catholic but i dont really still follow
107) Favorite radio station? 91.9
108) Coke or Pepsi? pepsi
109) Do you wear glasses? grandpa ones
110) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? i dont eat spaghetti
111) Do you have tattoos? no, but i want to get one
112) Have you run away? where am i going to go?
113) Who do you want to be like? Ronald Mcdonald
114) Do you like Lauryn Hill? never
115) Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery of any kind if confronted? sure
116) What's one thing you wish you could do but can't? i wish i was hardcore
117) Looking at the keyboard? never
118) Heaven? why not
119) Hamburger or hot dog? they are both bad for you
120) Virgin? nope
121) Ever been involved with the police? ive been pulled over once
122) Do you ever listen to pop? sometimes
123) Have you ever mooned someone? yeah
124) Been on a plane? many times, my dad is a pilot
125) School? i attend stony brook
126) Are you a ditz? id rather kill myself than be a ditz
127) Good at sports? i wish
128) Favorite communication method? AIM
129) Favorite thing for dinner? lately its been pizza
130) Food or candy? i like both
131) Favorite toppings on pizza? peppers and onions
132) How many online journals do you read regularly? a few
133) Ever said 'I love you' and not meant it? yes, who hasnt
134) Do you listen to boy bands? how did you guess
135) Siblings? 2 brothers
136) What kind of soap do you use? whatever my mom buys, but i like the blue soap scrub that has like sandlike beads in it, its fucking amazing.
137) Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? i havent tried that in a while
138) How long does your shower last? untill the hot water dies
139) What do you wear to bed? i prefer nothing.
140) How do you like your eggs? scrambled
141) Writing hand? right
142) Do you like Sublime? theyre ok
143) What's the worst thing you ever said to someone? probably wishing death upon someone
144) Ever sunbathed nude? no
145) Have you ever bought a whole CD for one song? yeah ive been suckered into that before
146) Why are we so obsessed with violence? because people are sickos
147) Where did you get this survey? i dont remember and im starting to wish i never found it
148) Been in a fight? nothing major
149) Like to listen to music? i hate music
150) What is one thing you are obsessed with? my bud
151) What are your favorite bands? RK
152) Christmas Eve or Christmas Day? Christmas eve because i get my present on christmas eve so its cooler.
153) Pen or pencil? pen
154) Sports? yes
155) Is there a TV in your room? yes
156) What are you currently thinking of? going to sleep
157) Outgoing? not really
158) Put on women's clothing and hang around in bars? that was my old hobby in high school
159) Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? the tv occasionally
160) Have you ever flashed someone? of course, im always taking my clothes off
161)Do you cry in front of friends? If i feel the need to cry, ill cry infront of anyone
162) Love at first sight? yep
163) Have you ever gotten in a car accident? with my dad, figures..
164) Location? smithtown/hauppauge/commack/all of the above
165) Can you eat using chopsticks? its annoying
166) Favorite perfume? i am not flambuoant, sir im not
167) Bikini or one-piece? one pieces are very attractive
168) Do you play guitar? i used to play bass
169) Where do you wish you were? somewhere in europe like amsterdam
170) Do you own a Lit CD? no
171) Watch movies? no, i live in a bubble, whats a movie?
172) What kind of bedding do you use? wtf, what kind of question is that, i am a hampster and i like wood chips as my bedding.
173) Favorite ice cream? chocolate chip cookie dough
174) What's the weather like? cold and i still wear sandles
175) Where do you dance? everywhere
176) Have you ever sat through an entire 'Dawson's Creek' episode? not a chance
177) What's your favorite sexual position? how would i know about that, im not sexually active remember..
178) Tea or coffee? coffee
179) Favorite drink? vodka and milk
180) Who was the last person you touched? Brigette
181) Favorite day of the week? friday
182) Jump on a trampoline? i love them, its so much fun
183) Gloves or mittens? mittens, obviously
184) Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up? i always wake up from nightmares
185) What's one of the 'funnest' things you've ever done? i was fucked up and they were doing road work and i was driving on the wrong side of the cones
186) Have you cheated on a test? yeah
187) Good dancer? i dance like im white
188) Favorite song? theres too many to pick from
189) Can you blow spit bubbles? im getting better at that, not that it is something to be proud of
190) Do you have the Forrest Gump soundtrack? i didnt know there was one
191) Ride a bike? of course, who cant?
192) Makeup? im a boy
193) Can you draw? smiley faces only
194) What's one thing you're a sore loser at? alot of things, i dont like to lose
195) Pluck your eyebrows? it hurts alot
196) Do you listen to country? not sober..
197) What's sexiest on a guy/girl? buns, buns, buns!
198) Where do you eat? places that have food?
199) Do you own a Jay-Z CD? yes
200) What's the last thing you do before you fall asleep? i cant tell you that
201) Favorite candy? nerd ropes!@!
202) Why do we paint our nails?
203) Do you care about how you look? i tell myself that i dont, but deep down we all do
204) Do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer? not a chance, thats bad luck
205) Oranges or apples? oranges
206) Can you cross your eyes? i dont try, they might get stuck
207) Do you collect anything? i want to collect every brand of cigarette
208) Why do we care about our muscles so much? does it look like i do?
209) When was the last time you punched someone? bud makes me punch her
210) What makes you cry? i make myself cry
211) Shopping? and we can all go shopping!!
212) Favorite month? March
213) Favorite Sesame Street character? oscar
214) Can you blow smoke rings? i wish, that would be so cool
215) What's one trait you hate in a person? self centered
216) Most frivolous purchase? i dont know what that means
217) Good student? not really, i used to be a nerd
218) Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend? that would be fucked up
219) Ridden in a fire truck? fire fighters are tough guys
220) Club or houseparty? clubs
221) What fictional character do you admire the most? harry potter
222) What is one thing you don't leave home without? keys, cellphone, wallet!
223) Girl's names? bertha
224) Are you a giver or a taker? i am both
225) What kind of bed do you like? my bed is key, and i like water beds
226) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? i have an armadillo and a giraffe
227) Do you have a job? i havent had one in my entire life
228) Morning or night? night
229) Burial or cremation? solemn question, but i think burial
230) If you don't like a person, how do you show it? i wont talk to you
231) Do you make your bed daily? never
232) Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? no, thats brigette
233) What's one thing you like to do alone? i like to think alone
234) How are you sitting? indian style
235) Do you have anything monogrammed? speak normal english..
236) What store do you shop at the most? target
237) Have you broken a bone? nope, i drank alot of milk growing up
238) One pillow or two? one and a cush :)
239) Shy? very
240) Deaf or blind? wow it would suck to be either or but id probably chose deaf.
241) Santa? santa is kind of cute with his big belly
242) Have you ever named your breasts? no, should i have?
243) What's your favorite soundtrack? white chicks but it doesnt exist
244) Cats or dogs? can i have a kitty please
245) What is your bedroom like? it is not color coordinated
246) Favorite thing to do? be wild and go on adventures with brigette
247) Anorexic? kinf of looks like it but no
248) What is the first thing you notice when you look at a guy/girl? their face
249) Sex? again with this question, trying to make me feel bad arent you
250) Bite your nails? yes and nails that are not mine
251) Politics? i voted kerry
252) Do you smoke? currently camels
253) Achiever or slacker? clacker
254) Pager or cell phone? i always hated pagers
255) If you like ska, what's your favorite ska band? catch22
256) What have you stolen before? toys from toysrus and i got caught
257) How many drinks before you're tipsy? too few
258) Would you rather be on time and look OK or 10 minutes late and look great? i always look good, i dont have this problem
259) Blondes or brunettes? ive always had a thing for brunettes
260) Single or taken? im off the shelves, sorry boys
261) Person who knows the most about you? I would say warren but i havent seen him in so long, its a shame
262) Have you ever done drugs? is the sky blue?

there was about 200 more questions but i cant finish, besides i already took up too much space :)

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 06:05:27 GMT

Today was the 15th <3

Considering it was a friday
and it was 7 months
it was quite the unusually mellow day,
it made me a little nervous.
But it was enjoyable.
Its a good feeling to wake up and
know that someone who loves you
is waiting for you.
I wouldnt have it any other way.

Ive come to the conclusion that
i am incredibly sick of long island.
I wish i could just leave
and live my life somewhere else.
Somewhere in Europe, it would be amazing.
I sometimes wish i didnt choose to go
to school at Stony Brook.

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 04:25:24 GMT

I think im gonna dust off my journal
and randomly start updates...

Things have been so spontaneous lately,
but in a not so good way.
It seems like I lose control of everything
then it just goes back to normal.
Maybe its me causing it and always bringing
it upon myself, i dont really know.
Its kind of depressing.

Anyway school has been going quite good so far,
I got an A- on my english paper because im cute
but ive been slacking and im probably gonna fuck it up.
So i think im going back to being a nerd again.

Tomorrow is 7 months of being together with Brigette
I thought about it and 7 months is an intensely long time
considering how often we see each other.
Things have been a little shaky lately
but i think we are still going strong as ever.
I love her dearly <3

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 03:03:00 GMT

Iloveher.
And she's mine.

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 03:56:03 GMT

Tonight seems right for an update after quite the interesting day...

So yeah the week went by pretty fast i think, nothing productive came out of the school week. I did see Brigette for 9 days in a row though after today. I dont really remember the details of the school days so ill just start with friday after school..

I went to Brigettes house and we came back to my area here and we went to the park and we played uno in the wilderness. Then we made friends with the ducks and geese. After that we played guess who then hit up the dmv parking lot and i let her drive my car. It was a fun day.

Saturday i went to warrens house and we played nba and we lost a whole bunch of times, then we went to friendlys and kb toys and warren got this crazy basketball game that came with this box that was in amazing condition thats in my car still. Speaking of my car it has so much stuff in the back right now its like a circus ;-] Then i picked up Brigette and we went to various places like National Liqidators and i got hair dye and big red gum. And we got Taco Bell but they really made the chalupas bad with so much sour cream, but oh well. I was a nice night.

Today i woke up at like 6 and couldnt really fall back asleep it wasnt too good. So at like 9 i picked myself up and started my day. I went to Brigettes and woke her up. We just chilled there for a while, then she dyed my hair for me. It turned out good i think, i like it. Then we went to mcdonalds and i had my daily dose cholesterol, woo. Then we went to the mall and on the way there i accidentally cut this guy off thinking i was gonna pass an exit. and so i realize it was the wrong one so i sped up to give him space and he speeds up goes to the side of me and stops to look at me then he cuts me off and i tailgate him for a while and i flipped him off. He follows me off the exit and hes going like 40 miles an hour so i just stay on his tail. Then we get to the mall and i turn in there and i flip him off again as im turning in to show him my appreciation of road rage. So he follows me into the parking lot and the guy finds us and he like pulls in front of my car and hes like screaming fuck you and flipping me off and the guy is like 60 years old and retired, like yeah real mature, youre the big shot now. Like who goes out of their way to just give someone the finger, i just love people. So yeah phewww, then we just walked around and such and looked at the animals in the pet store, then we left and went to the park. We both had to pee really bad so i went into the girls bathroom with her and then people came in and it was really funny, they didnt see me so that was good. The rest of the day was just casual, played alot of guess who? its a great game, i have a thing for the guy justin in that game, hes gorgeous :-]

When i got home just before my mom called me into my parents room and they havent seen my dyed hair yet. And my dad just looks at me and hes like what is wrong with you? And he gives me this look, like im telling him i got arrested for possesion of heroin. And then he doesnt even give me eye contact anymore and my mom new about this because i told her i was gonna dye it one day, so shes like faking being mad. Shes trying to be upset and yell that i cant do anything else like tatoos or piercings and then she winks at me and i just walk out. It was amazing, i love my mom and i love my dad for once again being so realistic about things, its not like im out on the streets selling drugs and importing illegal guns into the country. Whatever thats just my dad for you.

All in all it was an amazing week and i realize i did cancel out on the adventure on friday and i do see Brigette alot but i just like her alot and i wouldnt have it any other way. And yall can think whatever you want about me and what i do but dont be childish about it and say stupid comments to me, dont be like that fucking guy who followed me on sunrise. Maybe im making too much of it all but its starting to get to me.

On that note im gonna hit the showers
I love you <3
Good night
God bless

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 05:57:46 GMT

Time for some update action ;-]

Yesterday was school which honestly i remember nothing from except i know in gym volleyball we won the first game and lost the second. I hope we win the shirts this year because its my last chance to get one. Later i picked up brigette after she got her lip pierced. We drove around aimlessy then went back to her house and i slept over <3
This morning i woke up to my bud again ;-] We went to the mall which was good times but aparently its illegal to wear your hood up because the big shot security guard made a fuss of it, stupid fake cops, go get a real job. We went back to brigettes and i left because it got kinda scurry. But later she was aloud back out and i met her at jills house which eventually became a party and everyone went to applebees or something close to that. More time with my bud <3 Yeah on the way home i kept getting tripped up on sunrise with the exits but after like 15 minutes i got back on track and with some insanely fast driving i made it from sunrise back home in 11 minutes. It was insane still dont know how i did it, god bless :-] I did miss the german sprachfest thing today but it wasnt like i was gonna win that, ill just say i got into a car accident and couldnt make it.
Tomorrow is taping for the music recording thing finally, the jalepeno plants did get really big though so i guess the timing worked out ok, other than that im probably doing nothing so its gonna be a bad day, but today and yesterday makes up for it, seeing that the last two paragraphs were filled with brigette, clearly it was a blast because i love her.

On one random thought things have been really different lately and i cant really put my finger on it, i think its a good thing because im happy alot but its like on and off. I dont know maybe i just think things over too much, ill just shut up, good nighty ;-]

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 03:55:18 GMT

Brigette ;
i love that girl so much
because shes mighty awwshum and so pretty full</cetner>

<3

whos to lazy to update?
ok thank you.

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 04:59:19 GMT

Here we go update time ;o]

It was a pretty long week of school, but i did get to see brigette after school a bunch of times which was fun. Friday i went home early from school and my mom loved that a whole lot. After school me jason and brian w went on an adventure. We went to the movies first and saw club dread which was such a strange movie but i liked it a whole lot, i laughed like the whole way through it. Then we drove around oyster bay and ill just leave it at that.

Saturday
Warren slept over friday night and we won the superbowl in our madden season because we are just that good, or he is at least. Then was supposed to be a party but it got cancelled or whatever so i visited brigette because shes mah buuud. I told my parents i was gonna be sleeping at warrens and my dad just so happened to be in the bayshore neighborhood and i wasnt there so my mom called me and i had to go home. But they let me back out again so i just went back to warrens, but since things are always nice and smooth on the way there i went offroad and hit someones mailbox with my car and got it scratched and a little dented. Now i gotta try to fix it without my dad noticing. God bless.

Today
I came home at like 11 and i had to avoid my dad in the morning so he wouldnt see my car so i waited in some parking lot until my brother called me to say he left. Then i went to brigettes house and we lounged it up for a bit then went to jills, we even ran too <33 We had taco bell and got ice cream and then went back for an hour long game of uno which sadly i didnt win. And now i find myself right here awaiting a nice long week ahead of me.

I think thats all theres really to say at the moment, god bless :o]

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 20:44:37 GMT

Yeah i havent wrote in here all break and i dont remember details from the beginning so ill just start write about yesterday and add in details as i remember:

I went to the mall with warren and my brother in the morning to get a gift for my moms birthday. I got her some dvd which was supposedly good. Then we went to planet comics to buy another 1.99 game from the "have a nice dizayy" guy. Hes so cool. Then i went to Brigettes house for the evening. Its always a nice time with my bud. I didnt get lost on the way home this time and i was an hour and some late but my parents didnt care this time, hehe :-]

tomorrow is school again and i have to read this book which i really dont want to and yeah bleh. Todays my moms birthday and i just got back from target actually, cause i forgot a card. Later we are all going out to eat. Good times.

Some random things that i remember about the break:
~a whole lot of driving that costed me alot of gas money ~had a few band practices and we have like 2 songs in the works and its going good there i think, just need a bassist.
~i saw warren alot of course and we only lost 2 times in our season of madden because he actually was the mvp of the league heh
~strip poker with the guys was randomly funny but i think there was too much enjoyment with it ;-]
~ seeing bayside at cbgb's was amazing cause that place has tons of history and what not and it was bayside which is always a plus
~ i saw brigette a bunch of times which was lovely cause like i said seeing my bud is always a good time <3
~ my brother installed my cd player in my car so no more of the same songs over and over on the radio, woo woo

Well thats enough of that,that was an insanely bad sum up of my break but oh well, overall it was an amazing break i think, everyday pretty much something was going on. I wouldnt have it any other way. And on that note, god bless im outa here <3

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 18:14:49 GMT

Here we go, can i get a what what for an update
Thursday till present according to me:

Thursday was school which is too long ago to write about but afterwards i went to dmv to get my lisence and what are the odds the slip that had my waiting number said 3:16 but thats besides the point. So i went out with warren and we hit up the movies and saw you got served for free, considering it was free it was well worth it. It had a terrible storyline but they were breakdancing so it was key. Then we hit up the diner and went home. It was a hoppin night. It felt good to just be able to go wherever i wanted.

Friday was quite the adventure. School was school and yeah nothing to say there. Afterwards i talked my parents into letting me go out in the rain and what not. Even though i told them a complete lie of what i was doing. So i followed jason to the train station and we went on our way. It was a nice walk in the rain to Roseland, my shoes stayed nice and dry. We cut the line of course and made it in rather fast. Motion city soundtrack didnt play which was a letdown, Jersey played instead they werent too bad but i pretty much went just to see mcs. Sugarcult were next and they were alright, i dont really listen to them though. Next was mxpx and they were pretty good, i like them. We left early to catch the train and i didnt want to see simple plan anyway. The crowd was awful for that show i must say. The train ride back was relaxing even though at the end the driver was driving like a cowboy and we thought he was gonna hit something, messed up stuff. Then we drove to a gas station to clean up in the bathroom and jason washed his hair in the sink and whatnot, quite the experience. The guy behind the counter must have thought we were crazy. Then we went to oyster bay and jason picked up jeanie and i picked up jessi and we went out on our seperate ways. I was happy i got to see jessi because i didnt think i would be able to go out today and shes amazing like that. So we just drove around for a while and eventually parked and played chutes and ladders and talked for a while. It was nice. Then we drove back to jeanies house and just hung out for a while. I followed jason back home and i hit like 90 on the parkway it was great. Then i got home and yeah my mom flipped on me and took my keys away and i was done for the rest of the weekend and i have to completely clean my room like empty everything and reorganize it, well whatever, i still say it was worth it. I had a blast.

Saturday and today is just sitting home because i cant go out so yeah theres nothing to say about it, except ive been working on my room and i found alot of money in change, good stuff.

Yesterday i talked with warren about boom boom boom and he really wants it to get going again too, so when we do start getting our act together and practice ALOT things should really get good. Its gonna be hot.

On that note im done, god bless ;o]

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 03:15:59 GMT

monday according to me:

I spent my lovely free first period in the library again which is tons of fun, all these nice books to read and such ;o] yeah i cant wait to drive into school late. I also got the paper to drop calc that period. Then there was an assembly on human rights for 1.8 periods, not too exciting. I went to aerospace for the first time today and yeah that class is gonna be miserable, alot of cool kids up in there i must say. And finally i did my book chat in english on harry potter. Considering i didnt read the book i pulled it of quite nicely, no index cards or preparation for it and i stood up there looking good. 100 for sure. Then jason drove me home and i did pretty much nothing. Gotta love the exciting weekdays.

That was quite the bad entry so ill just leave it at that ;]

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 17:27:08 GMT

So heres the weekend according to me even before its over because sundays are just so action packed i dont even have to write about it ;o]

Friday was school and new classes and what not. I have first and second free which for now is pretty bad because i just sit in the library for two periods but once i can drive itll be ok because i can go in late. I went home early after that because i wanted to get a head start on my friday. I was seeing Jessi so i had to scam up a way to get my car out without my parents knowing what i was really doing so my brother helped me out. I followed jason there and i couldnt find the house at all and then jason got stuck in someones driveway so i dug him out and yeah, i was just a smidge late ;o] So we went and saw the butterfly effect which was a really crazy movie, i didnt expect it to be like that at all. After that we drove to a random parking lot and played games for a while and then i dropped her off at home and hung out for a bit when jason and jeanie came. It was a fun night i must say, good times all around.

Saturday i woke up feeling miserable like i had a hangover and my mom even asked me if i had too much to drink even though i didnt, it was funny. I went to BJs with my mom after that and that was fun because i love my mom. Other than that the day was pretty darn boring, i went out to eat with my parents at ruby tuesday and yeah not much to say about it.

Today will probably be more nothing, i have to redo my calc test and hand it in tomorrow but if im dropping it theres really no point to do it but i still have to go to class tomorrow so i might just do it so theres no more see me after class nonesense. And english tomorrow i have to do the book chat for a book i didnt even read, woo woo :o]

Well enough rambling about nonesense and i should just end this here but i wanted to just mention something thats been on my mind since friday. Friday was a fun time with Jessi but i wish i wasnt so shy because it could have been that much better. I was ready for it i had my "gameplan" if you will, but i dont know i was just held back again for some reason. It makes me sad because i really do like jessi, not to sound tacky or anything but she is everything i could ever dream of in a girl and i dont wanna ruin things just for that silly reason when i know i can do it and be my chatterbox self. Well i probably said too much there but oh well

;o]

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 04:25:56 GMT

Thursday according to me:

Today i must say was alot better of a day than yesterday. I woke up for my calculus test which was probably the only downside of the day. I was ready to walk out after the first question on that. I left out more than half the test blank. But it doesnt matter im just gonna try to drop the class. On the subject of schools, i got accepted to 3 more today, plattsburgh, oswego, and oneonta. I didnt get into syracuse which is alright because im pretty much set on going to stony brook.
So after that i went out with jason, first we hit up the bagel store thats owned by an asian, i must say hes one good looking fella. I got two bagels because i love bagels like woah. Then we went to walt whitman mall and basically just walked around and talked. It was good. After that we went to waldbaums because i wanted to do some bargain shopping but the best price i could find this time was 59 cents, oh well. It was a fun time out.
Tomorrow i decided that im gonna go into school because i want to try to drop calc and see if i can get my drivers ed slip earlier which i doubt but why not try. Also tomorrow im going to see Jessi, im gonna be a rebel and drive with my juniors, uh oh. So yeah i think we are going to the movies and what not and i get to meet her mom, oh man thats gonna be hot.
So all in all it was a pretty good day, one of the better this week, and it only looks to get better tomorrow, good nighty :o]

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 04:36:25 GMT

Alrighty, yeah so i got a new journal which brigette made for me cause shes good like that, and now my computer is good again and explorer works so woo woo.

So today according to me:

It was a rather boring day, i woke up pretty early and it snowed alot like woah, its so perdy out there. I had nothing to do so i went back to sleep for a bit and the trend continued of boringness <333
I have a calculus midterm tomorrow that im so not ready for and yeah im gonna fail but i dont think it even matters any more, i got into college already so thats all that counts i guess.
Hopefully tomorrow is more fun, speaking of fun this weekend hopefully im gonna see Jessi, i really hope that happens because shes really great. Maybe seeing the butterfly effect?
Only five more days until i get my drivers ed slip from school and i really cant wait for that because itll be like such a good feeling to be able to leave here whenever especially for days like today. Im probably never gonna be home starting next week its gonna be really good times. Thats pretty much all i have to ramble about.